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Flailing Beautifully

by April Fish

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credits

released 20 August 2011
Katie Morton - Vocals, Piano
John Costa - Warr Guitar, Guitar

Music and Lyrics by Katie Morton

Recorded by Jono Scaife www.reverbnation.com/ovoidic
Mastered at STL Audio www.stlaudio.co.nz
Photography by Heather Mosher heathermosher.ca

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Stories are variations of truths. Stories are made up.
Stories are honest ... more lies.

Stories become songs, and songs are poems cloaked in sound.
This is art.
Art is in the eye of the beholder.

∴ April Fish are artistic liars. The cheeky blighters. less

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Track Name: Invalid
I call you out
You call it, "Invalid! Away with your assumptions!"
So I'm curious
Why is it I'm sensing your rage reaching up to the ceiling?

Hard and fast, tougher-than-nails
You think I'll bend to your whim and will?
Well, I won't
And nobody's gonna die today
From a crippling conscience

I care for you – that wasn't a punch line
I challenge you with compassion
Don't turn me out
Don't you turn away now
Stay and talk it out like a strong man

Hard and fast, tougher-than-nails
You think I'll yield to your iron will?
Well, I won't
And nobody’s gonna die today

Put the hammer away; I'm not attacking your war style/make-up/long face
I'm just trying to relate
Communicate

We're not at war
Don't shoot the evil eye or I'll fall to pieces
I might fall to pieces
Yeah I'll come in pieces
Yeah, I come in peace

The truth ain't pretty
If you're ready - or not - it's the same
Whether or not
You choose to face the shame
It is apathetic white but I'll deliver a rainbow
Don't tell me it's pathetic
I'm just trying to help you

Hard and fast, tougher-than-nails
You think I'll bend to your whim and will?
Well, I won't
And nobody's gonna die today

Put the sticks and stones down; I'm not attacking your last name/free will/country
I'm placing no blame
There is no shame

Don't call it invalid...
Track Name: Move Away
I don’t fit with you
I’ve got another plan
No thing I could say or do would help you understand

Oh hello, this is how I pass my time
When you’re not around
Tread with care or you might get ensnared

I don’t fit with you
I’ve got to move away
No thing you could say or do would make me want to stay

Oh hello, this is where I pass my time
You are in my bounds
Tread with care or you might get ensnared, dangling upside-down

You’ve made it clear you don’t go where you can’t redecorate
I’m not afraid to send you away because you can’t relate
You tried to move me around to suit your every whim
I will not let you stay, contorting my limbs every-which-way

This is where I pass my time
You are in my bounds
This is how I pass my time

I’ve got to move away
Track Name: Little Alison
Alison, you take a bow and marvel and how lucky you are
In the crowd you see yourself from years ago, cheering you on

She doesn't believe in the audience
Looking 'round, wanting no part in it
Hating that she can't help joining in
Breathing toxic air, it's in her head that the world is all mad
So she must stay alert

Alison, you take her hand and wonder how you could ever have been so small
You try to hide emotions from so long ago, mirrored in her face

She doesn't believe that she's capable
Visions of triumph and happiness
Inundate her senses 'til she drowns
Suffocating in her seat with eyes bulging madly she fails to exhale in suspense

Alison, you take a bow

With no wings, you'll fall
With no gills, you'll drown
With no medicine, you'll die
But she doesn't seem to try to set anchor down, use a safety net
And she threw away the key, deliberately

She doesn't believe in the audience
Looking 'round, wanting no part in it
Hating that she can't help joining in
Breathing toxic air, it's in her head that the world is all mad
So she must stay alert

Suffocating in her seat with eyes bulging madly she fails to exhale her suspense

Alison, you take a bow
Track Name: Bandage On Your Sleeve
I saw the bandage on your sleeve today
Something's tearing at your heart
No one heard your silent scream; no one who'd believe, but me

I saw the lightning flash out through your eyes
And there's a thunderstorm inside
So you search for a release to let the sea flow openly

And I'm concerned you'll never tell me when you're most in need

It seems so simple when you talk with me
But I'm sure there's something more
Things you never want to say; you'd rather keep me far away

You took the bandage off your sleeve today
Just to watch the blood run free
No one saw your secret smile, thinking it was all worthwhile

And I'm concerned you'll never tell me when you're most in need

I'll be waiting here patiently to pull you up when you hold out your hand
I won't let you drown in the sea inside your head, please understand

I'll be waiting here patiently to pull you up when you hold out your hand
I won't let you drown in the sea inside your head, please understand I'm concerned
You never tell me when you're most in need
Track Name: All Dolled Up
Painted features never come to life
Like Mona Lisa with your eternal smile
Ever staring, shiny marbles for eyes
Forever peering at the same blue skies

What you need, you'll never see
You'll never know, you'll never grow out of your clothes

There's simply no way out
Never, no way, nohow
You're just one face in the crowd
Free will is not allowed

Watching wearily as your garden grows
Quite contrarily right beneath your nose

What you need, you'll never see
You'll never know, you'll never grow out of your clothes

There's simply no way out
Never, no way, nohow
You're just one face in the crowd
Free will is not allowed

Dressed up, dolled up, made up, round up, lined up in order
It's time to grow up, to show up, to own up, to pay up now

What you need, you'll never see
You'll never know, you'll never grow out of your clothes

There's simply no way out
Never, no way, nohow
You're just one face in the crowd

Free will is not allowed
Track Name: No Safer Place
You swore there was no safer place than under the covers
Curled up, you'd hide from the night in the darkest place on earth

You closed your eyes
Images that terrorise, illuminated in the night
Did soon arise, uninvited

And now you're desperately trying to rearrange all the pillows in a shape that just might keep the goblins at bay for just one night
To get some sleep tonight

You swore there was no better way to stay out of danger
Locked up, away from the crowd and safety in numbers

You closed your eyes
Images that terrify, ferocious and uncivilised
Did soon arrive, uninvited

And now you're desperately trying to rearrange all the pillows in a shape that just might keep the goblins at bay for just one night
To rest your head this time

You're never alone
You'll never be alone

You closed your eyes
Images that terrify, ferocious and uncivilised
Did soon arrive, uninvited

And now you're desperately trying to rearrange all the pillows in a shape that just might keep the goblins at bay for just one night
To rest your head, to get some sleep tonight